Ok, I'm a basket of nerves!

Jenileigh · **Posted:** Mon Aug 27, 2012 9:09 am

UGH, I hate it when anxiety hits me like this. Out of no where as soon as the test is laid before me it hits. My mind draws a blank. I can't figure anything out. I breathe slow, I talk myself down, I pray. I work my way through and take my time but by the end, I have absolutely no confidence in what I've done. I'm so aggravated with myself. I do have a medicine for this but it hasn't hit me in so long I don't keep it on me. Even if I would have had it with me it probably wouldn't have worked in time. If I failed, I have one more chance. I will definitely take my medicine before the next test. I KNOW the material. It's so frustrating to be hit like that. The waiting is killing me too. Sigh......

Anna1111 · **Joined:** Sat Jun 30, 2012 7:14 pm **Posts:** 8115

Oh - dear. We're praying for you here. I hope you remembered it all, and it just didn't *feel* that way.

Pam in Colorado · **Joined:** Sat Jun 30, 2012 2:58 pm **Posts:** 1095

Praying it well much better than it felt.

LisaTX · **Posted:** Mon Aug 27, 2012 11:44 am

Praying for your nerves and hoping you passed.

Jenileigh · **Posted:** Mon Aug 27, 2012 3:45 pm

Well the verdict is in. I failed. AGAIN! I test one more time on Wednesday this week at 1pm. If I fail that one I'm out. It's all or nothing. I HATE this. But it is what it is. I did have to get up mighty early this morning and I did forego breakfast. That won't be happening again.

Anna1111 · **Joined:** Sat Jun 30, 2012 7:14 pm **Posts:** 8115

So sorry you failed : (

What do you mean you're out if you fail it? You're out of the whole program, or you have to re-take the class?

We'll pray for you to learn the stuff & be calm & pass!

Jenileigh · **Posted:** Mon Aug 27, 2012 5:31 pm

I'm out of the whole program. If you can't pass this test you can't move forward in the program. It'll set me back anywhere from one semester to a year. I'll have to retake the class and go through reapplying-the whole process. UGH

Anna1111 · **Joined:** Sat Jun 30, 2012 7:14 pm **Posts:** 8115

We will keep praying for the *best* thing to happen : )

Martha R. · **Joined:** Sat Jun 30, 2012 8:45 am **Posts:** 2924

Hang in there, Jenileigh!!! You can do this!

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