Anna1111 wrote:
Given the difficult day you had last week, I think it's normal.
I think a lot of looking forward to work or dreading it has to do with office politics, friends , bureaucracy & frustration, and work environment more than the actual job.
So true! AND, i find myself saying, "i'm so tired of feeling so stupid".
It's making the same stupid mistakes over and over, altho' it's slowwwwly improving. If only there was a way to PRACTICE! sheesh If i "act" like i'm going thru the procedure without actual numbers and accounts i find myself on a screen that won't let me out without actually depositing or withdrawing funds!
OR - for me boss/friend to come get me out by some back door. So i'm afraid of it.
Today i did a rather bad mistake. The customer caught it right away THANKFULLY! And my boss was next to me and helped me fix it but it was pure .... "inattention", i guess. Somehow i didn't see that she was depositing 2 checks (they were identical in every way), and she wanted cash back. I didn't even see the part where she wanted cash back. ANNND, there were others waiting. UGH The heat was rising up my neck.
I'm always praying for the Lord to help me and i do try my best. "Boss" is so amazingly fast and knows the customers and all their numbers by heart. She'll tell me, as they're walking in, that they probably want this and that, so i'll be prepared and start thinking that way.
I don't expect to ever be like her. I would just like to be able to do the most common transactions without issues! Ok. I'm done beating myself up. I AM getting there and i DO try my best. I got 100% on my test about the FDIC.
I'll just be glad when this week is over.
(It didn't help much that i woke up an hour late this morning. I made it to work early, tho', since i didn't eat breakfast.)